RESTLESS MODERN - Haunted

 FYYTL

 

I haunt myself just to show that I’m different

 

Everything to lose and everything to prove

 

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bold = meh

 

meh

agressive/loose style

 

(I could’ve been the golden boy

OD next to my wife

Who doesn’t care that I died 

 

I’m searching for the answers to

My whole fucking life

In a computer and mic)

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It always had to be this way (double ayay on way)

But I just want to remember

 

That every time I feel afraid

My other option was never  

Any more than fading out 

 

(bon iver vocal style)

Grieve the old and let me go

I’ll fall right back to you

 

how can not enough for me

be everything for you

 

And I’ve had a while to think things over

And it’s make a change or never be sober 

When I’m haunted by truth

 

no, haunted by you""

 

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  (over drop)

 

don’t leave me out

 

  

  (post drop)

 

(dark part with a piano lyrics)

 

Turn off the radio

Stop the car on the side of the highway

 

It’s 4 am and the winds feel cold

Why are you standing out in it anyway

 

Grieve the old and let me go

I’ll fall right back to you

 

how can not enough for me

be everything for you

 

-------And I’ve had a while to think things over

And it’s make a change or never be sober 

When I’m haunted by youuu----------

 

(Very end)

 

I feel you and never see you now x4----------

feel u but i cant

1 i’m okay [mastered]

2 haunted [mastered]

3 underwater / the beginning [mastered]

4 she needed love [mastered]

5 lost in the feeling [mastered]

6 Just Breathe [needs master]

7 Chasing [WIP]

8 ???

9 ???

10 ???

 

 

-FYYTL writing ideas

 

needs to be something more aggressive / active than the other songs 

 

like you’re mad at someone almost

 

like an angrier “where was u”

 

I’ve already been through the hellfire.  I’ve been through everything and you didn’t back me the fuck up, so fuck you.  you’re too late

 

could make it ambiguous - 

 

fuck you, you’re too late

 

either because i haven’t made it - and there’s nothing you can do to help now

 

or because i have made it - and you were nowhere to be found when it was all happening

 

think about the structure of it - 

 

absence

 

making through

 

now